Hello, this will be a blog of my experiences and investigation.
I shall post about what my current contemplative practices are.
Current Contemplative Practice - Currently, I reside in the second jhana at all times. This means that the mind is stilled at all times. Aka, no-mind, inner silence, inner stillness. Whatever name you would like to give to this state of consciousness. The 2nd Jhana. My practice for getting this charism to arise is as follows.
Each day, I watch the thoughtstream of the mind. I call this a feeling-action or intuitive-action. It is a non-conceptual action. Aka, you don't watch the thoughtstream by thinking. Instead, watching the thoughtstream is a non-conceptual action. I disidentify from it, and just watch it, until it burns itself out, and I am left with a still mind. If you have been trapped in thinking lately, this charism (no-mind) may not arise immediately, especially if the mind is filled with anxiety, restlessness, and has been running amuck. But, remain as the watcher for long enough, watch it long enough, and let it burn itself out, and a still mind will inevitably arise. Then, I shift to just living my life in the present moment, with a still mind at all times. Once the charism of no-mind has arisen, I try to drop watching the mind, and I shift to just living in the present moment with a still mind. Anytime thought comes back up, I watch it until it burns itself all out, and I return to living in the present moment with a still mind.
On Other Methods - I would also like to mention that I actually believe there are many methods to get the charism of a still mind to arise. As, I can get it to arise by meditating on my breath. Meditating on my body. Meditating on a sound. Meditating on a kasina. Once no-mind has arisen, though, whatever method you used to get it to arise, should be dropped.
Questions - I have been investigating the GWV for a while now, and over this time, I've accumulated and prepared a few questions, which I'd like to ask to Jhananda now, as I am seeking further guidance of the mystical path:
1. As you have read above, once the charism of a still mind has arisen, my practice is to drop the watching of the mind, and shift to living in the present moment with a still mind. This actually, has been a point of investigation/confusion for me - what exactly you
'do' after the charism of no-mind arises, and you drop the tool/meditation object that got you there. For me, it is living in the present moment, with inner silence/no thought. But what is it for you, Jhananda? I have read in certain places that you take no-mind as your meditation object, but what exactly do you mean by that? I have also read in certain places that you do similar to what I do, which is to simply live in the present moment with a still mind.
2. I have read in various places on this forum and on the GWV website that sometimes Jhananda, you describe the 2nd jhana as some sort of non-dual attainment. To me, the stilling of the mind doesn't feel non-dual. I would not describe stilling the mind as non-dual. The absence of thought does not feel non-dual. It basically feels like - my normal life - with no thought. With no thinking. I'm still here, operating the body, living my life, etc, etc - there's just no thought. It's pretty much like my life was before - without any thought. I fail to see how this is non-dual. Can you please elucidate on this? I have also seen you describe the jhanas as increasing shades of non-dual experience, perhaps what I have described is what you meant, but just that it is a light shade of non-dual experience. I have had, though, after this state of no-mind, experiences that I would describe as non-dual, where my sense of self drops away, and there a sort of center-less awareness of all of the present moment. This I would describe as more non-dual. Perhaps this is what you mean when you describe the third jhana in
http://www.greatwesternvehicle.org/criticism/transitionalabsorption.htm 'But, this does not mean that one is ambivalent to sensory phenomena or that the senses are completely effaced, they are simply observed without perception, thinking or reasoning being involved, thus thinking and reasoning fall away by the second stage of absorption and perception falls away by the third stage of absorption.'
3. After reading lots of material of the GWV I have come to the following understanding of contemplative practice (meditation steps), but my understand is incomplete. The following is my understanding of what you do in each jhana to get the next charism to arise. Can you please fill in the gaps?
+1st jhana (Simple pleasure in the spiritual life) - Use some contemplative tool to get the still mind to arise. ie. steady the mind on a meditation object until the charism of a still mind arises.
+2nd jhana (Still mind) - Drop the meditation object. Stay with that still mind and in the still mind until other charisms arise (How do you do this? ie. stay with that still mind. What are you doing? This is the same as my earlier question. In some of your material, I hear you say that you take the still mind as your object. What exactly do you mean by this? For me, the second jhana is stilling the mind and then living in the present moment, without thought.)
+3rd jhana (charisms) - Take these new charisms, such as singling sensations in the body as your meditation object until ?? happens
+4th jhana (Characterised by ??) - ??