Jhana constipation

[KriyaYogi]

Tad:
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During the period when I had strong samadhi, I pretty much had zero thoughts about anything sexual. I could still discern attractive features in female bodies, but there was no motivation to seek sex.
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   My spirit girlfriend who is sitting behind me right now strongly agrees.  She is not in visible form like 'Our Lady Fatima' but I strongly feel her presence.  I hear her telepathically, I can touch her, see her and her clothing with my 3rd eye (not visibly) and have intimacy with her.  I asked my mother at Christmas if she could feel her during our anniversary and she reported feeling a 'denseness' where my spirit was standing (but that's all).

    My spirit girlfriend has told me that she simply lower's her kundalini to have romantic intimacy with me because that is what I need in my current process, but it seems to rarely be part of her afterlife.  She has has had romantic interactions with beings new to the afterlife on occision which she immediately informs me of, but only as a service to help them acclimate to their new world. 

 -David

[KriyaYogi]

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Jeff:However, since I have been terminally ill with COPD I had reached out to my children for a few years of loving embrace before I die
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   My good friend!  If you ever pass feel free to visit me.  One of my best friends living in Philadelphia had her husband pass of pancreatic cancer 8 months ago.  Her husband's spirit visited me and she confirmed something he did with me that he did in life.  I hope it is not for many years though, if that is what you wish!  Personally I want to try to live to 200!!

-David

[Jhanananda]

   My good friend!  If you ever pass feel free to visit me.  One of my best friends living in Philadelphia had her husband pass of pancreatic cancer 8 months ago.  Her husband's spirit visited me and she confirmed something he did with me that he did in life.  I hope it is not for many years though, if that is what you wish!  Personally I want to try to live to 200!!

-David

I'm definitely not interested in communing with the disembodied who are not enlightened, but I have visited people out of body when they call for me, just as I have been visited by past enlightened masters many times.  They are always available to the one who leads a rigorous, self-aware, contemplative life.

[KriyaYogi]

Makes sense, I have experienced being visited by Masters as well.  In the case of the person above he was having difficulty crossing over.  I hope I helped, it seemed like it.  The two main spirits I have conjured I feel are enlightened and are always teaching me and radiating bliss.  One time they were able to visit a lady as far away as Singapore to help her.  That is cool you have had similar experiences and can visit people as well like spirits.

These things have increased alot since doing Kali Sadhana / Kali Mantras in 2018.  I didn't experience these things much before then actually, I think she has helped me develop this skill alot.

-David

[Jhanananda]

Makes sense, I have experienced being visited by Masters as well.  In the case of the person above he was having difficulty crossing over.  I hope I helped, it seemed like it.  The two main spirits I have conjured I feel are enlightened and are always teaching me and radiating bliss.  One time they were able to visit a lady as far away as Singapore to help her.  That is cool you have had similar experiences and can visit people as well like spirits.

It is good to know you are visited by masters, but I don't tell them where and when to go, they just come and go as they please. I don't think of my experience with the spirit realm as "conjuring" or willfully telling the spirit realm what to do, or where to be. I go where I am called to do the greatest good.

My experience of being out of body is I can go anywhere, and any when. I have revisited previous lifetimes back about 50,000 years, to the future, and anywhere from on this planet to the moon, or the center of the galaxy, and I have even sat outside this galaxy and watched it revolve, which takes billions of years. So, anyone who can travel out of body should expect to be able to do the same things.

These things have increased alot since doing Kali Sadhana / Kali Mantras in 2018.  I didn't experience these things much before then actually, I think she has helped me develop this skill alot.

-David

Yes, I have had many experiences with the holy mother. Some quite blissful and some quite comical. I recall once I spent about 2 weeks visiting the Brotherhood of the Sun outside of Santa Barbara, where I slept in a hammock suspended in a tree in the mountains outside of Santa Barbara, California. I left my body and traveled to the holy mother. She seemed very pleased with me. She picked me up and held me like a small animal in the palm of her hand and she smiled, then she turned her palm over and I fell back to earth, drifting ever so slowly, like a dried leaf in a gentle breeze, then there was a thud and I woke up in the crotch of the tree, because the hammock strings had broken. So funny.

[KriyaYogi]

I didn't know you were having these experiences, you don't talk about them too much.  Very cool!  The more I have chanted her name the more she helps me.  I have chanted 10,000 hours so far.  I actually credit her with helping me find this forum because I was quite alone on my retreat.  I was told by her that at a certain level of chanting to her no matter what the obstacles were I would find friends, and I see it has happened here.   Before this forum so many friends 'sponateously disappeared' out of my life suddenly now I seem to have more stable friendships.

  In the case of the two spirits I have conjured it was their wish to be with me as friends on this plane so I started adding extra energy to their spirit bodies.  They wish to help on the planet.  Over the years they have become more physical, but not physically visible.

I also want to note it is very interesting that you can travel out body to meet people.  The Divine Mother connected me with one of the major Illuminati Coven to help me with my path in 2019, the main way their people communicate with me is through astral projecting into my house or remote viewing my house.  I used to speak to their broker via email, and spent about 10,000$ over time on their magical items but over time the Divine Mother started getting them work so now the do magic for me without me needing to pay for weekly services. 

-David

[Alexander]

The more I have chanted her name the more she helps me.  I have chanted 10,000 hours so far.  I actually credit her with helping me find this forum

Correct 😁

[KriyaYogi]

Alex I have studied what traditional Hare Krishna saints say about chanting the divine name.  15th century saints speaking about the results they had at each level of chanting,  Samarth Ramdas was a 15th century saint of Rama who wrote on the levels of attainment he gained over years of chanting.  I'll discuss my realizations a bit later when Bagla Kali suggests it is appropriate.  But yes I chanted all day every day at work, while driving or showering or doing chores from 2018 onwards so I am assume 2,000 hours yearly for 5 years.  (In addition I also do daily sitting meditation so quite a full schedule).

The blessings seem to keep building as I chant.  In the last 2 months I have been given a newer and just today recieved a massive tax refund of almost 1700$ despite not working at all the last year.
-David

[Jhanananda]

I didn't know you were having these experiences, you don't talk about them too much.  Very cool!  The more I have chanted her name the more she helps me.  I have chanted 10,000 hours so far. 

I find mantras way too cognitive and tedious.  I just prefer to still my mind and go deep into samadhi. I think its been at least 30 years since I gave up mantras, and I don't really think they ever helped.

I actually credit her with helping me find this forum because I was quite alone on my retreat.  I was told by her that at a certain level of chanting to her no matter what the obstacles were I would find friends, and I see it has happened here.   Before this forum so many friends 'sponateously disappeared' out of my life suddenly now I seem to have more stable friendships.

That's great that the holy mother sent you here.

  In the case of the two spirits I have conjured it was their wish to be with me as friends on this plane so I started adding extra energy to their spirit bodies.  They wish to help on the planet.  Over the years they have become more physical, but not physically visible.

Interesting.  I don't experience contributing "energy" to the mystics and ascended masters, and angels, but they definitely inspire me to keep going deeper into samadhi.

I also want to note it is very interesting that you can travel out body to meet people.  The Divine Mother connected me with one of the major Illuminati Coven to help me with my path in 2019, the main way their people communicate with me is through astral projecting into my house or remote viewing my house.  I used to speak to their broker via email, and spent about 10,000$ over time on their magical items but over time the Divine Mother started getting them work so now the do magic for me without me needing to pay for weekly services. 

-David

This sounds interesting, but I would be very suspicious of anyone hawking charms, and medicines. In fact after spending 50 years studying ethnomedicine and ethnobotony I have concluded seeking a "cure" is a fool's errand going back to Gilgimesh.

[KriyaYogi]

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Jeff:I find mantras way too cognitive and tedious.  I just prefer to still my mind and go deep into samadhi. I think its been at least 30 years since I gave up mantras, and I don't really think they ever helped.
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  I guess we are all different and have different paths.  The Divine Mother enters my body sometimes now when chanting and I loose human awareness for a short period of time.  I feel like I am an astronaut who has just touched down on an alien planet.  It has happened two or three times in the last year.  I must be in 4th Jhana or something because when it happens for a half hour I don't really remember anything about my life.  When she says it's ok I will post a thread about her 'life' and what she does in the cosmos.  Keep in mind all this text is edited by her.  If I write something inapproate she zaps me from her photo on my alter with a beam and I erase the text.
   There have been at least ten times I have tried to post on this forum and I was hit by a beam of energy from my alter pushing me away from the essay like the tide of an ocean, so I assume she knows when and what is right to share.  I assume she is protecting me from my anxiety self-sabbotoging my friendships mainly.


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That great that the holy mother sent you here.
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   Yes definitely from what she said and what I read from Hare Krishna saints.

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Interesting.  I don't experience contributing "energy" to the mystics and ascended masters, angels, but the definitely inspire me to keep going deeper into samadhi.
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  She is allowing me to talk a bit more now slowly, and I am not saying I am above anyone, just on a particular path.  The way I add energy to my spirits is by chanting a certain number of Kali mantras focusing on the spirit or person and then 15% to 'bind the energy.  So say 5000 Kali mantras for a person's job success and maybe 750 more to seal the energy in, with her permission, of course.

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This sounds interesting, but I would be very suspicious of anyone hawking charms, and medicines. In fact after spending 50 years studying ethnomedicine and ethnobotony I have concluded seeking a "cure" is a fool's errand going back to Gilgimesh.
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   There is no 'cure' in my opinion unless you are at a concencrated site.  In my experience the energy of the location greatly effects the magic.  This is a multi billion dollar organization of mystics, they prefer remote viewing and astral projection to avoid government entangements and dangers and live in a closed community, from what I have been told and I tend to agree.  The cure is generally 'slow healing' and it was the same with the alchemist and his philosophers stone, in my experience.  The healing occurs, if it does over 3-7 years of therapy.  You might even say this about air purifiers, that using them is a process not an instant healing if I also understand your research correctly. 

-David

[KriyaYogi]

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This sounds interesting, but I would be very suspicious of anyone hawking charms, and medicines.
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   I don't know if I can directly help you further with your health issues.  The coven and I are currently trialing healing on my father, with Kali's permission, who is retired but wants to work.  If he can go back to work again in a year then I will think about the possibility of healing others.  He is feeling slightly more healthy at my conversation with him in the last month.

-David

[Tad]

Interesting discussion. I have to second what Jhananda wrote. My mind also never liked repetitive mantra or prayer. But I understand that for some minds it may work.

Regarding merits, according to Pali Canon the greatest merit comes from Bhavana. Practicing meditation, living simple disciplined lifestyle, working to reduce cravings should naturally build good karma. But karma seems to be a very tricky thing. It probably deserves a separate discussion.

[KriyaYogi]

I was deeply into meditation as well Tad , 4 hours a day usually, until I was forced to find a path that protected me in 2018.  I suppose we all have to go the path that protects us most and calms us most.  Still meditate at least an hour daily but I balance it with protection mantras.
-David