I believe this post goes here, as I want those present and future who need to see it most to find it. As most of you are going through similar things, I will not, and could not, catalog all the ways this interconnects with other coincidences that have been healing for "this awareness." The sheer amount and complexity of interconnectedness is profound.
When I say "charismatic", I mean it is OF charisms, and it is charismatic in the sense that it is endearing. Or, rather, it draws one ever closer to the light while bathing in it at the same time.
Last night I absorbed (jhana/Holy Spirit) to sleep. I stopped doing this a while ago because so much challenge would happen during "sleep." But now I realize it was healing. It was removing of fetters. It was balance and training of the self. Which, it is clear, will inevitably lead to complete de-conditioning.
I must cut out the first 2/3rds of the experience for personal reasons, and because you probably don't want to hear it. I wouldn't blame you. So I will simply say that Awareness ("me") gave Jhanon (identity) an experience he deeply needed. So deeply, he didn't even know it. It was also blissful, and defied the laws of physical life.
Afterwards, I was in brief darkness, then appeared, separate from Jhanon's body (identity.) Jhanon was sitting on a bed, seemingly still enjoying the experience provided. "I" (Awareness) floated to the side as I observed him. His eyes went wide, jaw dropped, and I observed him blissing out. "I" (the floating Awareness) felt tremendously benevolent, and yet peaceful as I watched him. Those words fail to communicate the profundity of the feeling of purity. I waited patiently for Jhanon to finish the experience, and I felt how much he had needed it.
Afterwards, I communicated to him rapidly and directly, just like the explosions of exponentiatal insight I've experienced other times. Many things were "downloaded" to him. Things for now, things for the past, and things to come, all at once. Then, compassion, and almost like the pitying of a hungry dog.
This is the first time I can recall hyper real and lucidly observing the body from a state fully "identified" with Awareness. It substantiated the growing daily experience of BEING this Intuitive and powerful cosmic Force present inside human beings.
I woke up immediately, and could no longer sleep. It was time. Literally driven by this Force, I began to experience synchronicity and actualize the wisdom from the "dream", or more accurately, OOBE. Today has been one of the most healing days I can recall in the last two years, although it isn't the only one.
Absorption into the Divine, into the Charisms, into the Holy Spirit, into Awareness, is healing. There is absolutely no denial. It trains the dog (identity), carefully, precisely, and as gentle as possible. It's pure magic.
Thank you for reading. I hope you, or anyone who comes across this in the future, learns from this and experiences the same deeply fulfilling process I've come to know and love deeper and deeper.
