I post this here (kriya thread) because I don't know where a better spot would be.
Since spontaneous movement was a feature of your religious experience, then this thread was as good as any to start with. However, since you refer to the Sanskrit term 'kundalini', then you could have put it under that thread. Nonetheless, all of these terms simply refer to specific features of the religious experience,
Being new here, looking around to learn, I see you value highly the term "Mystic." I haven't found a place here where that term is defined. From context, it seems descriptive of an outsider's realm, but should be the center, the norm. So, "mystic" seems to don a robe of rebellion against the mainstream.
My definition of the term 'Mystic' is not mainstream. My definition of the term 'Mystic' is someone who cultivates, and has, religious experiences.
In fact there is nothing mainstream about me or this forum. So, the mainstream is going to feel a sense of rebellion here; and arguably we frequently point out the differences between the mainstream point of view on mysticism, verses an "insider's" point of view.
On another thought, from your Samadhi thread, it seems I am experiencing jhanas 2 through 4 in recursive waves, but moving to the edge of #5, which I felt briefly last week at the end of a 2 hr session. That feeling of floating without context was a bit scary, so I fell out of it fast. But the peace of it stayed with me afterwards, and I want to go back there, and not fall out of it so quickly.
It is understandable that anyone will become frightened about deep religious experiences, partly because the deeper we go the more profound they are. The other reason why there can be fear about these experiences is because the religious experience is not understood, or valued, by the mainstream.
I know I can't rush things. So I just continue. Sometimes the kundalini is almost painful, but not if I relax in trust. And the bliss is full body waves of orgasm. Who knew sex was spiritual? This bliss/pain cycle keeps going, but is never the same as last time. It isn't boring, but it would be if it didn't keep moving forward. I feel fortunate to have landed in this place of practice, and want to go as far as I can.
One moves through the stages of the religious experience as quickly as one wants to, and invests the time and effort to do so. It is understandable that once one taps into the religious experience one wants to make a career out of cultivating them, which makes one a mystic.
The religious experience is often related to the sexual experience, but to me the only thing that makes them similar is they can be profound pleasures.
Thanks for this forum and your perspective.
David Morris
You are welcome, and please do keep filing reports of any progress you make.