Hey Everyone

Other then practicing Anapanasati, I want to give kasina meditation a try as well with a candle flame or a colored circle just to the point the pleasure feelings arise and from there abandoning the object.
Yesterday I attempted to practice on a colored circle in front of me.. but then realized that there are 2 ways of starting at the circle which I am not quite sure about which is correct enough.. let me try to explain it:
1. Let's say I have a red circle infront of me, do I look at the center of the object, intensity on the color redness, like I am trying to see the tiny particles of the texture? another example is, trying to look with intensity at a very small dot on the circle, like trying my best to focus in order to see a tiny spot somewhere.
because after a few seconds when doing that the object becomes foggy and it's like I have to blink or move my physical eyes a bit to get a clear picture of the red circle again without it getting all distorted..
2. I just place my eyes on the red circle without focusing on any specific part of the red circle, you could say the eyes are out of focus.. your eyes look towards the circle and you see it, but you don't look at it directly and straight, but you see that it's there just like now when I type this post I see my lamp on the table, more of a general view, 'knowing of the red circle'
when doing that the circle comes a little bit out of place, it gets a glowing hue around it, it becomes very very sharp.. it get's 3D like, as long as my eyes tend to be in "out of focus" state, however, the eyes aren't exactly placed on the object, but still the mind "sees" it and knows that it's there and seeing the shiny color changes of the object.. however once you move your eyes or blink, the object returns to the normal view.. so you have to again look at the object in such a way and waiting for the eyes to make that shift again.. so you could say something happens to the physical eyes that makes up this kind of illusion.. if that makes any sense..