Thank you, rougeleader115, for posting to this forum your kind thoughts and concerns. Yes, I am still on the planet, but the obstacles of living on the material plane have simply been overwhelming for me, and I expect it is for the rest of the members on this forum.
Life doesn't get easier because one becomes a mystic. If anything it becomes more difficult because becoming a mystic often requires making life choices that don't necessarily improve one's material culture, because as mystics we are shedding material culture.
My worsening autoimmune condition has not helped at all. I have had to become full-time researching solutions to my chronic health problems. I keep working on a paper to advance the mystical theory here, but become bogged down in material world essentials, such as 3 years of moving, plus worsening health due to my chronic autoimmune condition. Since seasonal migration and living in rural Arizona has been a successful survival strategy that I have employed for 50 years, and intensified 20 years ago; nonetheless, it is also an obstacle to making any progress on any of the other topics that I have to engage in, including getting medical advice from medical doctors. Today I finally have an appointment with a rheumatologist, which I should have had a relationship with decades ago.