Damnit Jeffrey. You bring such a rare gift into this world. I almost cannot get over how fortunate I am to have met you. You remind me of an Enlightened Tesla
Tesla was an inspiration to me in my youth. He seems to have been somewhat of a mystic as well.
It tugs at my heart hearing about your complications and daily life. I hope I can find something to do to honor you. I will certainly teach what I learn of and from you to all who will listen (I've already begun with those I know outside the group who are interested.) You have done an incredibly noble deed for this dust ball. I find myself beginning to form an intention to write a book to tell some of your story, and teach the way of true meditation.
The books I would like to see you, Michael and others write is your journey to enlightenment.
Speaking of which, I believe I saw you are writing a book about what you teach? I think I saw something about that somewhere.
I found so much resistance, and a profound lack of financial support, for my work, that I gave up on completing the book. Now that I am on disability and some funding is coming in, then it is back on the agenda. I have a book to finish first, then I will complete the book Fruit of the Contemplative Life.
Also, it's worth mentioning that part of my education as a holistic health coach was learning how diabetes was being reversed consistently and successfully through diet. I have helped others also with diabetes, and have seen some improvements. Let me know if you are interested in this.
I am ope to suggestions. At present I control it with diet, a low-carb diet, but it has not made it go away, it just keeps my blood sugar almost normal. Sam has helped me quite a bit with herbs. From reading recent research on type 2 diabetes, appears that it is often caused by autoimmune problems. This beast has an autoimmune problem, therefore it is reasonable that as long as inflammation can be controlled or reduced, then its variety of manifestations, such as type 2 diabetes will be controlled or reduced.
But now I have questions. Firstly, does this leaf have psychoactive qualities? I don't understand what you mean by it working too well.
It dropped my blood sugar so hard and so fast that I barely could get enough food into my mouth to keep from having insulin shock.
Next, I have seen you mention deva loca a couple times. I have never heard of this, and that is very odd because I study a lot. And I've also never heard of an arahant returning to take birth again. Please help me understand.
The spiritual dimension is full of possibilities. The Pali Canon has one of the best descriptions of the religious experience, but no religious literature has a complete description, nor could there be, because the subject is vast, and there is no interest in documenting the authentic religious experience any way. However, if the GWV receives enough funding then it could publish the books of its mystics, then we could have an entire library on the subject, but it would still be only the tip of the iceberg.