I had a stomachache after meditation yesterday, my stomach was cold and I felt quite uncomfortable. It felt as if something was off-balanced within. So I tried to make my body below the navel hot and body above the navel cooler, and it helped to alleviate the pain quite a bit.
I got a really intense dream last night. I met a group of people who I did not know, except for this female. So because I wanted to test a theory (I explain below), I reached out and hugged her. When that happened, it felt as if my heart erupted with a massive energy that gave me a non-sexual orgasm upwards. The energy went upwards. It felt as if the energy itself was love, because it felt like it was so generous and giving, it was a little like joy in first jhana, just multiplied many times over.
While it seemed like an orgasm, I noticed that if one has an orgasm from the sexual organs, the feeling seems to travel from the bottom of the perineum upwards. But in this case, it came directly from the heart and surged upwards, and I went into a state of non-duality within the dream where I couldn't perceive anything. Even after waking up, I can feel the heart being so wide open, so expansive, as if there was this radiating love streaming out. I don't know how to describe it, it feels like something cool down my throat.
My theory was that two people hug physically because they want to bring their hearts as close as possible to each other. Perhaps it is in that way where two people are able to share their love in a physical way. I just never thought that it would be that volatile and explosive in the way I tried. Perhaps this is why a simple physical action such as a hug can induce oxytocin hormonal action and why kids who receive a lot of hugging tend to grow up with fewer health problems in adulthood.
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I've continued trying to heal a friend. He had a stiff neck and could not turn to his right. I then went into jhana (trying not to talk and also asking my friend to not talk as well), and tried to radiate love into the area. After about 15 to 20 minutes, I managed to get him to turn more than 60 degrees. Although there was still a movement limitation, there strangely was no pain left.
I am still trying to do remote-viewing healing. However, I am not able to at will, remote-view, since they are rather spontaneous in my experience. Or do you mean that I can just imagine the person in my mind's eye and perform the healing? If so, I tend to do that a lot when I do a bit of metta meditation to get myself into a loving state before meditation (I imagine beings throughout the planet temporarily ceasing action & thought and going into a wholesome, meditative state for a moment).
My current routine continues, I find that the 11-1pm or 11-1am period seems to be one of the most productive for me, since it is normally the time where my stomach does not have much food. Perhaps a slight hunger is ideal. I do know from past meditations that having too much of a hunger promotes a bad mental state however.