Thanks, Jhananda for further explanation.
Would you agree that as we develop more goodness in our mind, it sooner or later reflects in the external life in some form such as accidentally meeting kind people or finding teachings that one has been looking for, etc.?
This has not been my experience. 71 years ago I was born into a highly abusive family. 55 years ago I took up a life that is dedicated to peace, social justice and the environment. 51 years ago I took up a daily meditation practice which results in consistent access to samma-samadhi. 50 years ago I took up a sober life and began experiencing nightly OOBEs. However, I have been demonized by every contemplative movement I was ever involved with. The priests of all religions put on a costume and pretend to be holy, and they are supported financially if they continue to preach lies. The history and literature of all religions shows they have been preaching lies throughout their history, and were active participants in wars and immense cruelty. The priests of the three vehicles of Buddhism have no idea what the 8th fold of the Noble Eightfold Path is, and they have demonized the experience of samma-samadhi and anyone who experiences it.
I met my 2 successive wives at 10-day meditation retreats, but they did not turn out to be dedicated contemplatives; and instead were abusive to me and my children.
If we examine closely the empires of the past we find the ruling class were cruel and corrupt, and created the religions of today, and wars to distract the population. Proof of this can be found in WWI. WWI was a war perpetrated by the kings of England, Germany and Russia, who were first cousins. They used poison gas against each others armies exterminating millions of their own population in the process. Why? because socialism was on the rise.
So, I find it only reasonable that this is hell, and believing that this is not hell requires deep delusion.