Hello, what an interesting discussion, and what better way to learn better these four stages and what they mean is to look at myself and hear the constructive criticism of others. This post looks long but it is short if I take out all the headers and their explanations. I am using Jhanon's previous posts as a guideline.
5 Lower Fetters
1) Narcissism - extreme selfishness, with a grandiose view of one's own talents and a craving for admiration, as characterizing a personality type.
No, I don't care. I see value in being strong and caring over one's bodily appearance. Another could tell me that is ego. Frankly, I don't care what they think.
2) Skeptical doubt - Denying or questioning the tenets of a religion. regarding the doctrines or opinions of philosophical Skeptics.
Doubt over God/Dhamma/Divine, No. Never. Doubt of someone's truthfulness, sure. Doubt over someone's supposed good-actions, you got it, but only if they give a sign. Righteousness will show itself as pure, and that I don't doubt.
3) Clinging to rules, rights and rituals - This is pretty straight-forward. I think a good example is someone saying "You can't do that; it's illegal."
No. I see value in honouring what our ancestors teach us only because they are passing on wisdom, never because I feel attached to it. In the end, I will only do me, whatever that is.
4) Desire for sensuality - Sensual means physically pleasing. It often is used in a sexual context, but is not exclusively sexual in meaning.
Sure, in a sense. If my body craves a certain food, possibly because of nutrient deficiency, then I will eat that food. I am not attached to that craving, but I sure will trust it over the words of another speaking of 'clinging'. Sex, I'll enjoy it when it comes, otherwise I am pretty level.
5) Ill-will or aversion - Animosity or bitterness. A strong dislike or disinclination.
Tons, but never to another person. All my anger is self-directed if I am not being true to myself. Someone could do me wrong, and the anger is never directed at them, only self-anger that I act in a righteous way while still standing up for myself.
5 Higher Fetters
1) Craving for Material Existence - Craving to be a human or animal, for example. (?)
I guess so. I am already here, so I surrender to the moment. I enjoy pushing myself physically, like learning back-flips. But that is more about transcending fear than craving for its sake.
2) Craving for Immaterial Existence - Craving to be an angel/deva (?)
Yes, I enjoy dreaming and explore these realms. Dreaming is equally pleasant and unpleasant, I cannot say I am attached in more that I enjoy challenges. I could be attached to challenges... but that feels inherent, and letting go feels like suppressing natural traits of who I am.
3) Conceit - Excessive pride in oneself. A fanciful expression in writing or speech; an elaborate metaphor.
No, I don't feel any excessive pride in my dealings, although I allow myself to feel pride in a job well done, for the sake of doing a good job and giving 100%. That's about the only area I have pride.
4) Restlessness - Characterized by or showing inability to remain at rest: a restless mood. Unquiet or uneasy, as a person, the mind, or the heart.
Yeah, my mind goes non-stop. Fucking fear...
5) Ignorance - Ignorance is a state of being uninformed (lack of knowledge).[1] The word ignorant is an adjective describing a person in the state of being unaware and is often used as an insult to describe individuals who deliberately ignore or disregard important information or facts.
Yes. I have had experiences where I realized my past ignorance, then my behaviour changes. I am certain enlightenment means the ending of of ignorance. When this occurs everything else will fall into place.
Eleven Fruits
Note: I am unsure if this is in reference to daily life, absorption, or daily absorption. My suspicion is that it is in relation to being absorbed in daily life. In other words, we may not experience full-blown 3rd jhana charisms in daily life, but we do attain the state of mind of 3rd jhana and its fruits.
1) Equanimity - mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation
Yes and no. Yes, in that I have a very high tolerance of physical sensations, both pleasant and unpleasant. Yes, in many of my dealings with people and my general demeanour. No, in the sense of when I am being taken advantage of I become too scared to act, because I don't want to hurt anyone, but at the same time I don't want to be a door mat.
2) Fearlessness - lacking fear
I trust fear, but I bring myself to many activities I am scared too do ie. courage > fear. My answer is no, I have fear.
3) Beyond Pain and Discomfort
Yes, but I still wouldn't enjoy being tortured.
4) Meditative Absorption
Yes.
5) Manomaya lit. "mind-made body" (OOB) - "wields manifold supranormal powers"
Randomly, yes. I am working on deepening this presently, if anyone has seen my musings on my "Jay's Online Dream Log".
6) Clairaudience "divine ear-element"
Yes. Hums, and voices when sleeping. While I am wide awake, no, aside from my hearing getting stronger with absorption.
7) Mental Telepathy - knows the awareness of other beings
Yes. I don't see it as psychic than more being aware of things most people ignore. It passes through you but you have no judgement over it, like someone's subconscious fears. Words and phrases have sometimes passed through, but I am not looking. If I try then ego gets in the way and it doesn't work, so I just allow the divine to work.
8 ) Recollection of Manifold Past Lives - lit. “rethinking” or "dependent origination"
Yes. Christian monk, buddhist monk, drug addict, antelope, formless being angering other gods. Other random memories or feelings of a time once passed.
9) Clairvoyance - "Divine eye" or "sees beings passing away & re-appearing." The faculty of perceiving things or events in the future or beyond normal sensory contact.
I want to say yes, but I cannot see in the future. Does dreams count? I have said before non-physical vision is stronger than physical vision.
10) Ending of Mental Agitation
Sure, off and on. It depends on my mood and the situation.
11) Direct Knowledge/Transcendent Insight(?) - lit “knowledge" (nana) and "vision" (dassana)
Sure, tons, but it has become so much I just allow it to come when the divine wants to bring it up. Otherwise, it is just me rolling with craving over transcendent insights.
Verdict?
Stream-winner. Once-returner or non-returner? I could see it if I judge it on my daily life sometimes. I know if I meet someone, I will know if they are 'ordinary' or 'noble' and to what degrees. I don't give much credence to knowing it, except that I may trust someone's wisdom and experience the more noble they are.